Depression drugs and astrology.
"The astrology chart of a chronically depressed individual typically involves a strong influence of Saturn, Chiron or Pluto - each of these planets evokes a different brand of depression. A Saturnian depression is classically melancholic - there is a darkness and a heaviness to it. Chironic depression has a sharper and deeper painful quality due to the Chiron's relentless pressure to bring old painful wounds to the psychological surface. Plutonic depression includes a dark despair and hopelessness; there is a sense of fatefulness and occasionally a longing for death."
Well, I've got a T-square and Grand Trine with Saturn in 'em, and Sun conjunct Chiron, and I'm Scorpio rising...oh, I am SO fucked.