More feeling stuck posts
Another stuck person, Not sure what to make of this.
I related more to this podcast, which featured a woman with a family who wants to go on tour with her husband, but should she have a more boring and stable job? Naturally, she's in the Saturn Return...
I liked how they did this: they analyzed how many elements she had of rebellion/independence in her chart (Mars in Aries in 10th, sun opposite Pluto (Pluto in 7th square Mars in 10th), Gemini ascendant) versus the elements of the status quo (Moon/Saturn in Virgo in 4th, Jupiter in Cancer in 2nd. Of course, she's right in the middle between the two. Uck.
They said that squares are a call to action/crisis invoked, but oppositions are more tension that doesn't have an immediate answer.
In the end, they decided that the need for status quo/stability outweighed the independence in the chart, so she should get a stable job and wait several years until things change and she can be freer.
I suspect all the Saturn/fixed stuff in mine outweighs as well, even if I don't have a family I have to support. Ugh.