The upcoming eclipses.

Checking my old eclipse report, the ones on September 7 and 22 should be squaring my Neptune and then squaring my Jupiter.

"With eclipses in the 11/5 axis, love affairs and friendships often get a thrashing- love affairs break up, or an important, but temporal relationship passes through your life for a shirt time. Such relationships have a feeling of "fatedness" about them, and may leave you feeling disillusioned, until you come to a better understanding of the role such relationships play in your life. Often, they serve simply to help you learn how to love better, but not necessarily to stay forever and be your life partner.
Friendships, too, go through integral changes. During this cycle, it may seem that everyone deserts you at once; friends may get married or have children and be left with little time for you, leaving you with little audience for your self-expression.
If this cycle coincides with the loss of a parent, you may find that the resulting transition to complete adulthood leaves you feeling more free to express yourself completely and live your life exactly as you please.

Eclipses moving through the 11/5 axis ask us this question: Are you living your life to please yourself, or to please others?

When eclipses fall in the 11/5 axis, both these areas of the psyche are under siege: The desire to express and create, and the access to like minds. Refer to the table that the beginning of this section and think back to the years this pattern previously repeated in your life. Was there some creative or romantic disappointment, some flaw in learning to get your message heard, the loss of some crucial loving figure in your life during those years that may be affecting your ability to enjoy life in the present? Are friendships which developed at these times together growing deeper? Are you ignoring the cues that would bring you closer to the people you wish to connect with- or are you paying such close attention to them that you're losing track of what you wish to connect with in yourself?

Eclipses in aspect to Neptune force you to examine your blind spots, to get rid of outmoded beliefs or circumstances, to see clearly. Neptune only harms you if you're fooling yourself. Only when you conquer your nameless, faceless, intangible terrors and look life straight in the eye, can you find enlightenment.

When eclipses make hard aspects to natal Jupiter, you are called upon to make a leap of faith, to call upon your optimism and take some kind of important, life-altering chance. Like eclipses in the ninth house, eclipses to Jupiter describe an intense craving for life- a time when you dare to have faith in yourself and your dreams."