13 posts tagged “eclipse”
Tonight’s total eclipse (Wednesday in many zones outside the United States) of the Sun in the last degree of Cancer represents a point of demarcation in our lives. It’s one of those rare points in time where we will be able to say, “Before this, things were one way, and after this, they are the new way.” I think this will work even if we’re not ‘consciously’ aware of the process; we’re standing in a doorway, a portal, and the past is on one side and the present is on the other.
Today is a day where it would make sense to look at your life and decide what you want to move on from. Based on the possibilities you see in the world, some of which may have just presented themselves to you recently, it is a day when you can take a step toward what you want to move on to: what circumstances, ideas, people, places and modes of self-expression you want to embrace.
The biggest secret in the universe is not that it’s your life; it’s where to find the tools to make it so. Really there is only one: the power of decision. Every small move means a lot.
Oh, and uh, my horoscope there:
Scorpio (Oct. 23- Nov. 22)
Imagine that the hang-ups you are processing are not your own. They feel like your own, but I’m proposing a psychic or psychological maneuver to give you a little distance and to assess things in a way that is fairer to yourself. Here is the issue as I see it. You are still drowning in your mother’s insecurities. She overcompensated for those insecurities by trying to control the entire universe, including you. I would not be surprised if this made her sick, mentally or physically. The vector of control was a mixture of emotional manipulation and applied ignorance. The remedy is to ask for what you want, state your goals honestly and make sure you take responsibility for knowing what you’re supposed to know, and for putting that information to work. You keep telling yourself you have actual goals, one of which has recently come back into focus. These three simple techniques will get you a lot closer to them.
Hah. Well, duh.
For the next three years, this eclipse will make you more aware of the bass notes of your life. The subwoofer of reality will sound a strong note of echoing belief systems programmed into you from your heritage, family of birth, and consensus reality brain washing.
There will be a deleting process in the beginning, then a defragmenting, and eventually a cleaned up hard-drive (only the programs that work will run) to face the new vistas, new worlds to explore, and a new start on life. Don’t resist what falls away and clatters out of your life at this time. What falls apart now, was broken to begin with and what issues are in your face these days are those injured in the past, painful points in our psyches we guard and protect from harm, that have drained all our energy.
This is one last painful press on those “buttons” to release them forever.
The energy released will be phenomenal and you will be surprised how much creative genius is let loose. Long-standing problems will find solutions, your mind will function clearly and no longer will you be so willing to follow consensus reality like a sheep to slaughter, but create a renaissance of creativity and invention.
And the horoscope:
Scorpio
The bass note sounding over the next three years is: “I’ve confirmed I have a great gut instinct, intuition and knew the truth about reality the day I was born, I dipped my toe hesitantly in the waters of social reality for years, sometimes engaged, sometimes bored stiff with the stupidity around me and now I’m ready to come out in full force and take on the world”
You’ve got the answer, you always had. Your silent glare always contained the truth, if only someone could have the guts to look you straight in the eye without turning to dust. You didn’t waste a lot of energy all these years –correction- you didn’t use all your energy all these years, because you knew, if it came out full force, the world would be a desert.
In any case, the critical lesson was that some last tweaks of the bomb you’re going to drop on the world were just what were needed. You knew that, but then again you don’t like wasting time with fools. So, you waited, smiled, everyone thought you were the sweetest thing. Well, no, I’m lying. They were afraid of you and especially afraid when you were nice. Your presence in a room was like how the platform feels right before the train arrives. You rumble when you walk.
Behind the scenes of this Solar Eclipse, the Sun is going to send a blast of creative force and like a Solar Flare beam down your magnetic power to Earth. You will become a magnet for “moving the masses.” They won’t know what hit them and like a fly to a spider’s web be hypnotized by your truth. No ifs, ands, or buts, no calling you enigmatic or strange. The truth will hit them speechless and you no longer have to hide behind your enigmatic silence or forceful controlling tirades.
Whatever you do over the next three years will be recognized for its depth. Doors open, freedom to pursue anything you want is there and some cool successful people have your back. Just don’t get pulled into over-inflated schemes and let go of the stories that limited your perception of what is possible in this world. You were right about this being a world of blind fools, but you were wrong that this world wouldn’t eventually embrace you. Just go large, big crowds, mass media, personal creations that take the world by storm, the next 1 million hit YouTube video, the next photo that travelled the world, the performance that blew them all away. You know what and where you have to do it.
This is scary freaking accurate.
Seven remedies for eclipse season.
If the eclipse takes a shot at your planet.
Oh my. That should be...interesting.Taurus:
While people may have questioned your judgement in the past, they have generally left your sanity alone, save for the occasional shoe binge, but that’s for another column/time. On this full moon however, your mental capacities are going to be challenged by your toughest critic; yourself. We often fail to recognize that we live in a strange and multi-dimensional universe that doesn’t always appear and act the way we’re used to. On this, full-lunar-eclipse, the veil between worlds gets mighty thin for you. Ghosts, orbs, UFO’s, sprites, you name it, they all could very well be making cameos in your consciousness. Get a camera, a notebook, whatever you can and catch the fleeting phantasms that flicker by. You’ll need the evidence.
Hmmmm....
Scorpio:
If there was one sign that could take this energy around the eclipse and use it as a portal to some greater realm of understanding, it’s you. Be open to the vast potential that lies in the dark. While most people generally shy away from such intensity, you on the other hand court it and consort with it. Let the power of this moon phase pull you through to the other side, like a shamanic journey of sorts, and keep your eyes wide open as you do so. Your mission is to get back and then draw up a map for the rest of us, as we enter the next eclipse cycle with The Sun, later this month. Just remember, all the great explorers of history had to stare uncertainty in the eye and set sail into the course of their destiny. In this regard, you are not alone, but part of a legacy of those who have gone, where no man or woman has gone before. Just remember to write down the directions.
This week's Astro-Barry:
TAURUS (April 20-May 20): If you Taureans are as grounded and sensible as your earthiest-of-the-earth-signs reputation suggests, then you'll understand how comforting it'll be for the rest of us if you can maintain a level head during the eclipse-addled week that's ahead. Your assignment, should you choose to accept it, is to respond to everyone else's larger-than-life reactions to understandably nerve-wracking developments with an understated, reality-check-inspiring 'no big deal'—while, at the same time, resisting the instinct to belittle their exaggeratory demonstrativeness and, instead, exuding a welcoming sense that you understand why they may be so worked up. It's a delicate balance to strike, Taurus, between showing them you sincerely care about their emotional jumbles and helping them moderate the echoing reverberations. The last thing you'll want to do, need I tell you, is to make anybody feel ridiculous or stupid for freaking out about stuff in their life that's unquestionably up-in-the-air; that will surely turn matters more over-the-top. However, your reflecting an assuredness that everything will ultimately work out (because, of course, it generally does) can work wonders in allowing them to see past their initial freakout... and into a future in which they will have adjusted to, perhaps even flourished as a result of, the changes currently transpiring. In case this isn't clear, besides the interpersonal brownie points such assistance will yield you, the main self-serving reason why you ought to bother: Not freaking out along with 'em buys you a significant degree of personal emotional space.
SCORPIO (October 23-November 21): Devote a chunk of thoughtful moments, in honor of the week's eclipse in your solar 9th, to chewing on questions of principle… specifically, what defining philosophic values could be said, when (in the last throes of breathing humanhood) all is said and done, to undergird who you have been as a person. This is not merely an exercise in navel-gazing, Scorpio (though, even if it were, such purposeful introspection wouldn't be such a terrible thing). Rather, beginning to emit the ripples of clearer guiding life-principles now, at this pivotal eclipse juncture, will assist you over the coming months. The state of your career, public life and/or community position will be an area of dynamic activity for the last quarter of '09 and well into '10… with the possibility of stirred-up dissatisfaction or conflict in your current situation, perspective-flustering starts and stops and starts in new potential opportunities, and/or repeated chances to fight for the primacy of your authentic desires (over, say, 'doing what you should' to suit someone else's priorities). In the height of that future action, you're liable to become sidetracked by personality clashes, short-term glittering promises or other superficial symbols—unless, that is, you've spent some time in advance of that heightening thinking about what really matters to you. By doing that now, before the scope and multiplicity of developments intensifies, will alleviate much confusion and minimize how much sidetracking you'll unconsciously drag yourself into. In fact, don't just think about what's most important to you; write it down and tape it to the wall above your desk, so you're constantly reminded in the months ahead.
I keep forgetting to post this.
"eclBut my dirty little secret was that I’d become a musician not just for the satisfaction of self-expression, but because I was a social misfit without a lot of other options. Unlike the girls who hung around backstage at the clubs where my band played, who traveled in tight, homogeneously attractive groups, I didn’t fit in. And to be honest, I envied – still envy – women who "fit in." Even now I often feel out of place at a bridal shower or girl’s night out.
Those of us with untapped Aquarius energy wander through life feeling as though we missed school on the very important day when social networking skills were taught. Humans are social animals, and it’s threatening to be unable to find a place in one’s pack. We’re hard-wired to crave the very Aquarian experience of belonging. But if fitting in means surrendering the ideas, gifts, and self-expression that are uniquely ours, our Leo selves insist that it’s too dear a price to pay.
As it turned out, not fitting in has proved to be one of my greatest blessings. I remember thinking early on that if I couldn’t fit in, I’d damn well make the best of standing out. So I gave myself over completely to music and later to writing, and in the end, a wonderful thing happened: By standing out, I somehow managed to find my place – to find love, acceptance, and friendship on my own terms.
Every now and then, the odd Uranus transit or progressed planet in Aquarius gives me a taste of what it’s like to simply, effortlessly, belong – to take enjoyment and energy from social connections. But when the transit passes and I return to the social wilderness, I don’t mind. There are creative treasures to be found there. I find myself there.
When eclipses fall in Aquarius and Leo, we’ve been asked to remember what kind of fuel powers the engine of our hearts - and to seek our place in the hearts of others."
The Aquarius one was conjunct my Juno, the Leo one today(ish?) is conjunct my dreaded Saturn.
So far, nothing Juno/home related has gone on, I am still hardly home anyway. And I was about to go, "eh, nothing's gonna happen on the other one either."
Oh. Wait. Don't I have that conference this weekend? Talking about Saturn?
*faceplant*
"Michele, with several planets in Leo, your Ascendant in Scorpio, and Mars in Taurus on the Descendant, you are a strong fixed-sign person. I am, too, and so I can sympathize with where you are right now.
The fixed signs - Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius - can be difficult to work with, because they are stubborn and immovable. The flip side is that they are stable, reliable, and durable. We can carry burdens that would break others. Of course, that can mean we get a heavier load in life, too.
Leo and Aquarius are being impacted heavily right now due to a series of eclipses in these two signs that began this past February and will run until August 2009. To a lesser degree, Scorpio and Taurus also are being impacted (along with Scorpio and Taurus Rising). Since you are a Rising Scorpio, you are getting hit doubly hard. I don’t doubt that you are tired. I am, too! But hang in there, because you are being offered an opportunity to transform, grow, and evolve. Unfortunately, this never happens without a certain amount of pain.
Simultaneously with the eclipses, we are experiencing an opposition of Saturn and Uranus. These two patterns don’t seem to be related, but they are linked in an indirect way. I bring this up, because Saturn currently is moving through your tenth house of career and is transiting your lunar North Node in Virgo. The North Node often indicates our “mission” in life, so I feel fairly sure that you are about to find it.
Your challenge, as I see it, is that you have a lot of “self-oriented” Leo energy in your chart, while your North Node in Virgo indicates that your life’s work is about service to others. You will have to find a balance that allows you to fully express who you are while also serving humanity."
The opposition aspect brings awareness. Visually, you can see that a Full Moon is illuminated. Yet during an eclipse, this awareness is temporarily obscured, because the Earth comes between the Sun and Moon. The light disappears. What happens to our emotions (Moon) when this happens?
The opposition also symbolizes a breaking point, when you must make a decision. Further commit to a path/relationship, or separate from it? You may be able to see more clearly now what to do, but the decision feels so life-changing that you don't quite feel in control of the matter. Whatever has come to a head feels almost destined. (The Nodes are like knots that tie people together.)
The Leo-Aquarius polarity concerns the needs of the individual versus the needs of the collective. Being fired up about one's creative potential versus experiencing life from a detached perspective.
This Lunar Eclipse occurs at 24 degrees Aquarius at 5:16pm EDT on Saturday. If you have angles or personal planets around this degree area in Taurus, Leo, Scorpio or Aquarius, this eclipse could have a strong impact. If you don't know your chart but your birthday is around this date, the same goes for you!
My Saturn's in Leo at 23 degrees, Venus is in Taurus at 27. Erk.
The coming Solar Eclipse will have a very significant impact on us all. All eclipses shut something down, taking away elements of our lives no longer "true" for us. Leo is the sign of personal love, creativity, self-dramatization, and our heart-felt pleasures. Thus a form of these will be shut down, with the void sure to attract new forms of expressing this energy. Wherever this eclipse falls in our charts is where we can expect long term endings, but also relief, transfiguration, and the joy of knowing we've made it through the night.
Erk. It's on my midheaven.
This could feel something like reuniting with someone we hadn't spoken to in years — feeling ecstatic, insecure and in pain with poignancy. We may over-worry or over-analyze. I think these are signs of love; let's try to leave it at that. There may be some issues of who is playing the father roll. There may also be growth spurts in babies, teens, pregnancies, relationships and with grandparents, too. It may feel awkward as we get to know each other in our advanced states of change; it may be unbearable to wish we hadn't worried for so long.
With North Node and Chiron conjunct in Aquarius, it is possible now to find a sense of resolve around dull yet excruciating pains which lingered in our tribe over decades. Issues we may have thought were hopeless can take a turn now. The next time Chiron is conjunct North Node will be in 2024, when Pluto is entering Aquarius. The comfort we may find with newly defined families or close circles could well play important rolls in our lives for the course of Pluto in Capricorn.Sun in Fixed Signs–Because this eclipse involves stress aspects from the Sun, Moon, and Mercury in Leo to Jupiter in Capricorn, your responsibilities and obligations overtake your need for self-expression, especially for Leos, but also for the other fixed signs. It is as if you are not seen, not heard and your feelings in the matter don’t seem to count. This is a time to go inward to grasp the heart of the matter while you work through your day-to-day activities. Perhaps this is the time when you decide that certain things just aren’t worth the stress of trying to work them through. Maybe you’ll consider a change of venue in this aspect of your life. Regardless, it won’t be until the first of next year when you can actually enact any changes, which can be frustrating when you are itching to act.
I hear that. Well, moving along with something in general, if not specifically the town I live in. (On my list of places to live, the town I am in is #3. That ain't bad. Especially since locations #2 and #1 are incredibly beyond expensive.)
But I do want to do...something. And I somehow absolutely cannot budge myself to do a damn thing. Oh, the joys of being doubly fixed. My poor lone Sag moon wants ouuuuuuuuut and the Taurus and Scorpio axis emphasis does not allow escape. I'm a chaos magnet, but in the last year and a half, my lightning-rod-ness has dwindled down to some degree. I'm used to lightning making decisions for me. And it seems like without being forced to because something blew up, I can't make myself do squat.
Then again, this could also be because I am also so sick of things exploding around me that I don't want to deliberately cause more unpleasant upset in my life. Then again, I'm unable to even go for PLEASANT upset.
So, what's the issue with this? Is it fixable?
Sometimes we have planetary events that clearly indicate a change is coming: for example, when transiting Uranus (radical change and innovation) crosses over the Midheaven/Nadir axis (cusp of the fourth house of home and tenth house of career). Twice a year or so transiting Mars will cross that point, stimulating the desire for some sort of change. But change is not always seen as just an event triggered by a planet; it is often the result of an activated Will that occurs after a longer-term cycle.
Yeah, so far this isn't panning out for me.
This client had what I like to call a "Mars Problem" in her chart, with Mars in the twelfth house, where it operates in the subconscious realms, and stressed by both Saturn (limitation and challenge) and Chiron (wounding and healing). Mars acts as the Will of our personal self; in many ways it is our Free Will. Mars is our desire nature; it shows how we go about getting what we want and keeping what we have and in that role it also shows how well we set boundaries and defend ourselves. When Mars is stressed in the chart we have difficulty in all of these areas and our Free Will loses its functionality as a result. Sometimes we can feel paralyzed, not knowing where to turn.
My Mars is hammered:
Mars Conjunct Midheaven
Sun Square Mars
Mars Square Ascendant
Mars Square Uranus
Moon Trine Mars
Mercury Trine Mars
Some good aspects, but enough hard ones in there probably drone that out. I can't help but think the Mars square Uranus might translate into "big changes = trouble for you." And the fact that it's on the MC and squared by the axis is not good either. Sheesh, and Saturn's not even involved in that.
In the case of my client, she was in a longer-term cycle of Uranus transiting through the tenth house which had caused her to leave her job and pursue a series of other opportunities. She didn't feel that any of them were right for her but judged herself for wanting yet another change. Because her Mars, her own inner direction of Free Will, was challenged in the birthchart it was difficult for her to feel safe in her choices.
We don't always get to exercise our free will, and we don't always get what we want as the Rolling Stones so aptly put it many years ago. Sometimes our individual will (Mars) is blocked by the gods in the form of Saturn (restrictions) or Pluto (transformation) and in those cases fate takes over and all we can do is surrender. But we still must exercise that free will or it will become atrophied and useless.
Exercising our free will and empowering our Mars is as easy as this: Ask yourself, what is it you WANT to have happen. And then DO IT!
*sigh*
Somehow JUST PICK AND DO IT!!!!!!!!! sounds a whole lot easier to say than to do. I can't help but think that if I make a choice and go after it, I'm just putting up the lightning rod and asking God to strike me down somehow. No wonder I can't do shit.
The upcoming solar eclipse will be landing on my MC (where the natal Mars is) on August 1. Hm. I wonder if that will help do...well, anything.
